BUDDHA
EYES
When we
are not emotionally bound to any worldly thing, we are free to choose. It is
the decision made by Siddhartha Gautama when he rose one night and left his
family and his life of luxury behind. A decision is not a guess or the
unquestioned adherence to rules. It is the crucial dilemma of Sister Simplice
in Les Miserables and of Kausika, the Brahman, sitting where the rivers meet.
It is in fact a telltale sign of liberation and the knowledge of the Divine.
In his
excellent translation of the Mahabharata,
William Buck includes this confounding anecdote:
Kausika
the brahmana, who is now roasting in Hell, set his heart upon Virtue and in all
his life never told a lie, even in jest. Once, having seen their helpless
victim run past him and hide, Kausika, sitting there where the rivers meet,
answered the thieves, "That way."
In his
voluminous Les Miserables,
Victor Hugo creates a beautiful character, Sister Simplice, a Sister of
Charity, who faces a dilemma similar to Kausika. She is vowed to obey the
Commandment to tell the truth. But when asked where an innocent man is, she
lies and misdirects his persecutor.
William
Buck includes the scriptural admonition: So
be as the swan, who drinks from milk and water mixed together, whichever one he
choose, leaving the other behind.
Clearly,
Sister Simplice was able to separate the milk from the water; and Kausika was
not.
Before
we discuss the circumstances of the situation in which Sister Simplice makes
her choice, we also need to introduce two other characters, the hero, Jean
Valjean and his nemesis, Inspector Javert.
Jean
Valjean, in his youth committed thefts and jail-escapes and is therefore a
fugitive. Years pass, he has assumed a new identity and is now a town Mayor. He
is a rich man who lives a virtuous life, using his position, wealth and power,
to do good for others.
Inspector
Javert, Valjean's nemesis and former prison guard, suspects the true identity
of the Mayor, and is obsessed by worldly authority and the need to bring
Valjean to justice.
As Hugo
records the scene, Valjean is hiding in a room:
The door
opened. Javert entered. The nun did not raise her eyes. She was praying. The
candle was on the chimney-piece, and gave but very little light. Javert caught
sight of the nun and halted in amazement.
On
perceiving the sister, his first movement was to retire. But
there was also another duty which bound him and impelled him imperiously in the
opposite direction. His second movement was to remain and to venture on at
least one question.
This was
Sister Simplice, who had never told a lie in her life. Javert knew it, and held
her in special veneration in consequence.
"Sister,"
said he, "are you alone in this room?"
A
terrible moment ensued, during which…she… felt as though she should faint.
The
sister raised her eyes and answered:--
"Yes."
"Then,"
resumed Javert, "you will excuse me if I persist; it is my duty; you have
not seen a certain person--a man--this evening? He has escaped; we are in
search of him--that Jean Valjean; you have not seen him?"
The sister
replied:--
"No."
"Pardon
me," said Javert, and he retired with a deep bow.
The
difficulty and the wisdom that Sister Simplice and Kausika face are the same
yet Kausika is fixed to an idea of virtue that blinds him. He chooses, but his
choice leads to hell. Sister Simplice is not fixed to her ideas of virtue which
allows wisdom to rule. She chooses, but her choice leads to paradise.
Both
Inspector Javert and Kausika share a common spiritual illness. They suffer from
spiritual certainty. They foolishly think that ideas of right and wrong lead to
paradise. Both are in the dark. They are like anchored ships that have not
unfurled the sails.
Sister
Simplice knows something they don’t know. In this one moment Sister Simplice
finds she is at sea, no longer anchored to the way she “should” respond. She is
the Buddha Self saying “yes,” saying “no.” All of the speculation, supposition,
and guesswork are gone and she decides. Her response shows she is free. She
does not rely on duty, obligation or rules. Her sense doors are of no use, she
relies on Buddha eyes.
How do
we know the wise choice to make?
Surprisingly,
the answer is quite personal and much like Sister Simplice’s decision is not an
unchanging set of rules that are written in stone and guaranteed. The simple
answer is to live out the life of the Buddha Self, morning, noon and night.
That is the simple answer. There is no other. It is not to debate, argue,
review, intellectualize, explain, defend, or refute the pros and cons of
whether to lie or not.
When we
are the living Buddha Self, we know. Others may determine our choice as good or
bad, but we no longer concern ourselves with what others may say. Saints often
act quite bizarrely when measured by worldly standards of right and wrong, but
saints do not give a damn about measures of the world because they truly hear
and live by a different drum. The caveat is “don’t pretend to know how to live
the Buddha Self and don’t pretend to be a saint.”
Wake up
and see with Buddha eyes.

I don't know how I got sent to and sidetracked in the kudzu cutting lesson...but there we are. I got to read it again today. And now this lesson is telling me to see with Buddha eyes. So I'm back to the Wheel study. How do I know the wise choice to make? I don't know... maybe that's what I'm here to learn. I'm not even sure what Buddha eyes are. Is it like seeing with beginner's mind? When I stop and wonder for a moment, what is the wise choice...just the act of stopping a moment to wonder, pausing, seems to make a difference. To bring relief. And then some sort of idea or message sometimes breaks through in a weird way. It's almost like I'm not even involved...I'm not doing the messaging at all. Then, my choice becomes to follow the message or not. That's where my uncertainty and hesitation happens. I think it's fear. But I wonder why.
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